Saturday, October 1, 2016

Why this baby?

There has never been a day I looked at her and wonder why, why this girl?  Do you have any idea what it feels like to see this girl with so much love for life to be blind? When she has so much zest for walks, even when she can see nothing, she still loves her walks. She never passed up the chance to be out of the house and running. Even if it is to be smuggled out to the mall in my bag, or the nearby park or even to the wet market. She will stick out her nose and smell the different smell, she would literally look around as if she can still see. She would bark at people, look at people in the eyes and literally looked into their soul. 

There has been an immense number of people who would stop and ask how old is this baby. Everybody is surprised that she is 12 years old, almost 13. She looks like a puppy and everyone said, how lucky and blessed she is to have a Mommy like me. I am blessed to have this girl to teach me about so many things about life.

Wondering if it would make me feel better if she isn't so active. If she is a laid back girl, you know, just loving to stay home and sleep, eat and sleep. Then maybe she wouldn't need to see that much. Looking at her, then I realised that this is what the universe is trying to teach me. That you don't need to be able to see to love, that you don't have to see to know and that most of the things in life, is felt and not seen. That you can still love whole-heartedly, have the faith if you see them all through your heart.

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Brock Turner

People make mistakes, no matter how grave and stupid, you jolly well stand up to your mistakes, pay your dues and don't make the same freaking mistake again. Not turning it all around with money and expect to go scot-free blaming your victim instead.

20 minutes of actions, seriously?

Sometimes it's not what you did wrong, but what you did thereafter that brings to light what kind of a person you are.

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Pet Peeve 1

I hate it when I see people sharing this quote on my Facebook.
Don't you know that you are somebody's ex too?  
Does that makes you worth less? 
Just accept the fact that you and your ex are not meant to be with each other and stop being so bitter.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Sushi Time

Well, being a part of family means April got to have her own set of things that the hoomans get. This time around, the mini hoomans got to make their own Sushi at home. It's our first time, so it's as simple as it gets! We got the special Japanese Rice and Sushi Vinegar and it tasted yummy max!!

Tamago, Crab Stick, Zucchini, Fish Roe
That is the special hooman Bak Kwa the mini hooman requested to add! Tasted so fusion!
Tada again!!

Now, this is April's own Sushi with her jerky and zucchini... LOL!!

Worth getting all crossed eyed for! weee!!


Time to feast!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

A mother and daughter combination!!

Well, April has her own Facebook, Facebook Page, Instagram and even a blog. The blog wasn't known to many, as Mommy me hasn't been updating well. All the social media for April was created mainly due to the overloading amount of strangers adding me on my personal Facebook and Instagram. After gloating for a while, I realised that they were after April's updates. That's how she got her own set of social media platforms.

Now, the busy Mommy me has no time to update all those and a blog, so we will be combining this blog with April's! You will see more updates of the Yours Truly, cos afterall, my life revolves around her.

See ya~

April and Mum

Thursday, June 25, 2015


Let's start with some things positive. Well, apart from work and work and work during weekdays, I am up and about with April on weekend, to beaches, cafes and buddies places. Well, not many cafes we can go now as most of them are closing down. Apparently, it's hard to survive in Singapore.

Last weekend, though, we got to know a new pet cafe, called Roboyes at the Eastern part; 34 Cassia Crescent #01-82 to be exact, super cute place. 

That's April and the Roboyes's cafe own baby. He is a Maltipoo called Buddy. He is so adorable, a little timid, but he flopped down when you carry him and just mold into you!

She got so comfortable with their bed, she rested so well and was such in a good mood that she voluntarily let the owners of the cafe carry her all around without a peep! I hope they strike a lotto or something.

Now, that's cheeky Princess girl, another Maltipoo. So pretty!

That's... err... Mashimaro wannabe!! Hehehe... Hansel boy!!!

This is all of us!! Roboyes is a cosy comfy cafe that has cute decorations, reminds me of a nursery. They have a photo op place in a corner with an air balloon, I so wanted to put April in and take a photo!

The food menu is of limited choices now, but it's quite yummy and reasonably priced. This is just one of our order, forgotten to take the rest of them.

Saturday, June 20, 2015

New Blog!!!

This will be my 3rd blog, post number 676. Renamed the last blog to something else as there's too much information in there that I think will be harmful not just to myself in the long way.

Just thinking of getting a fresh start again at 30 years old. Moved over some posts from the previous blog that I still cannot get over with!

Looking back on my first blog post ever written on 3 March 2005, this is what I said:
Usually, people will find another person to talk about their heart problems. Well, I used to do that, however, since I learned how people think and judge, I picked up a habit of writing. Writing makes me feel better, much much better and nobody can judge me.

I used to keep diaries, but now I have an online blog, for strangers, like you, to laugh and cry with me.
Then, the first post on my 2nd blog:
3/3/05 - the first post in my blog was written.
I was anonymous in this blog for years. No pictures, no names, nothing. At that point of time, it seems like the best idea to stay that way. No one knows you, so they can't judge you. How I wished I didn't change my mind.
Those who know me would understand that the point of this blog is just a way for me to vent my desire to write. I love to write, always have. This blog has been supporting my 493 posts and I have a special bonding with blogger and accustomed with the name 'hearwhatiwrite'. Just as I refused to change my MSN hotmail address, although I am seriously embarrassed by it.
This blog was NEVER my diary, it was just personal, nothing private. From my personal thoughts, it has evolved into a place where my close friends are updated about what's going on with my life and I enjoyed it that way most. No one knows about this blog because it's never been disclosed in MSN, Facebook or Friendster publicly. So, when it backfired in the most hurting way possible, I decide to start afresh. It's the best feeling, as if to have finally gotten rid of a bag of rotten potatoes from my back.
Even as sucky as it is now in Blogger, even though Livejournal is damn tempting, I refuse to jump the ship because my Dad just lectured me on loyalty.
Here we are, back to square one.
Once again, bear with me.
Still felt the same way, but apparently I lost the urge to write as much as I did. Probably forgotten the purpose of writing in the first place. Here I am, starting to learn to love writing again or probably just me learning to love life all over again...

Why this baby?

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